today a friend told me something

A friend told me I worry to much. She is right. At first I was like damn. But she is right. I wish I don't. I wish I can just sit and relax and not worry about Carl or my dad or if my contract ends at the bank. That is me. It is hard for me to just let go. I wish I can relax and play and Carl take responsible. But it is not as easy as it seems. Tomorrow I will try. Today I'll be sad a little.