Give thanks

Thursday is Thanksgiving and I have a a juicy 22lb turkey that I am excited to cook. This year, I decided I am going to brine the turkey the day before Thanksgiving day. I really don't like roasted poultry meat unless it is roast duck from Chinatown. It feels so tasteless and dry. SO, I read if I brine it... it will be moist and delicious. So, I am hoping that my turkey will rule Thanksgiving day.

We are expecting 20 guests and some will be heading to our house later for drinks. It is exciting to see the family but yet it is really stressful for me. Look I have been awake since 1:49 and it 4:16 and I am still awake. I am having major insomnia. Everything is freaking me out and I wish I can just tell my body is ok. I have been working out hoping that will tired me out... not working. I cannot take any sleeping agent because I have been taking one almost everyday. Now I am trying sleeping tea. We shall see.

I am getting surgery next Friday. Not a easy one. They are finally removing Kenny. Now hoping all goes well and I recover in one week. Yeah one week. I need to just sleep and relax. I tried meditation... guess it is not working. I even had a couple of drinks with Kim and Rodrigo and no luck. Fell asleep for like 4 hours and now I am awake.

I am going to try laying down again. Have a good Thanksgiving everyone.